Dear United States Government:
In my time in the United States of America, I have had to deal and do a lot of things that I am not proud of, things that bring disgrace to me as an individual, things that bring disgrace to my family, things that bring disgrace to the homeland I know not of, and things that bring disgrace to this nation as a whole.
I have been threatened with cannibalism, threatened upon the streets, and threatened in my home.
I have had pharmaceutical trash pumped into my belly, my veins, and my mind.
I have had to deal with rejection, restrictions, racial prejudice (long before I started re-enacting), imprisonment, monetary fines, thefts, and all manner of illicit activity.
I have also been forced to do things for money that are unspeakable.
In my time in the U.S.A. I have been forcefully incarcerated, forcibly held hostage, forcibly drugged, and forcibly assaulted: mentally, emotionally, sexually, and physically.
I have been victimized by both information control, the system of legal adjudication, and the psychiatric profession.
I have been robbed, beaten, and abused.
I have had to see, listen, and feel things that i would never wish upon my worst nemesis.
INFORMATION CONTROL was almost the worst of it, until they confused and raped the women I desired companionship with.
In no way have I ever wished to be free of this type of savagery more so than in my time in the USA.
Never did I wish, want, or desire to be in Hampton Roads Virginia, Richmond Virginia, New York City, Kentucky, Maryland, California, Florida or anywhere in between them. In no way have i ever willingly traveled to this nation.
Fuck the United States of America, Fuck it up it's arse. I would voluntarily turn everywhere I have ever been into a glass parking lot through the use of CBRNEH's without a second thought. However, I do not have the capability or the knowledge to guarantee success of such a mission; and I would do it as a compassionate, merciful act. Fuck the United States. The only thing that prevents me from doing so besides lack of knowledge, is that I know for a fact that before I arrived in this location I came from better heritage, better stock, better culture and more to the point: as evil and regretful as it is, I believe that in withholding such devastation from the populace and from that area will get my point across- it is crueler let someone remain alive than it is to cause them to die. Fuck the USA.
I am quite sure that my words and writings are being edited. So I shall repeat myself here: it is crueler to let the populace remain alive than it is to cause them to die.
Sincerely,
Temple
Prisoner # 539134695
Trevor Mackenzie Johnson
Kasavell Ael'mahs of the Uth-varri
Kitatsu No Genjito
Mu
and many other names that I shall not attach to this to preserve myself from the evils and horrors that is the United States of America
In my time in the United States of America, I have had to deal and do a lot of things that I am not proud of, things that bring disgrace to me as an individual, things that bring disgrace to my family, things that bring disgrace to the homeland I know not of, and things that bring disgrace to this nation as a whole.
I have been threatened with cannibalism, threatened upon the streets, and threatened in my home.
I have had pharmaceutical trash pumped into my belly, my veins, and my mind.
I have had to deal with rejection, restrictions, racial prejudice (long before I started re-enacting), imprisonment, monetary fines, thefts, and all manner of illicit activity.
I have also been forced to do things for money that are unspeakable.
In my time in the U.S.A. I have been forcefully incarcerated, forcibly held hostage, forcibly drugged, and forcibly assaulted: mentally, emotionally, sexually, and physically.
I have been victimized by both information control, the system of legal adjudication, and the psychiatric profession.
I have been robbed, beaten, and abused.
I have had to see, listen, and feel things that i would never wish upon my worst nemesis.
INFORMATION CONTROL was almost the worst of it, until they confused and raped the women I desired companionship with.
In no way have I ever wished to be free of this type of savagery more so than in my time in the USA.
Never did I wish, want, or desire to be in Hampton Roads Virginia, Richmond Virginia, New York City, Kentucky, Maryland, California, Florida or anywhere in between them. In no way have i ever willingly traveled to this nation.
Fuck the United States of America, Fuck it up it's arse. I would voluntarily turn everywhere I have ever been into a glass parking lot through the use of CBRNEH's without a second thought. However, I do not have the capability or the knowledge to guarantee success of such a mission; and I would do it as a compassionate, merciful act. Fuck the United States. The only thing that prevents me from doing so besides lack of knowledge, is that I know for a fact that before I arrived in this location I came from better heritage, better stock, better culture and more to the point: as evil and regretful as it is, I believe that in withholding such devastation from the populace and from that area will get my point across- it is crueler let someone remain alive than it is to cause them to die. Fuck the USA.
I am quite sure that my words and writings are being edited. So I shall repeat myself here: it is crueler to let the populace remain alive than it is to cause them to die.
Sincerely,
Temple
Prisoner # 539134695
Trevor Mackenzie Johnson
Kasavell Ael'mahs of the Uth-varri
Kitatsu No Genjito
Mu
and many other names that I shall not attach to this to preserve myself from the evils and horrors that is the United States of America
I shall not even go upon about the travesties that they have inflicted upon those I love, and wished to pursue friendship with.
ReplyDeleteI shall not go upon about the false arrests, the mental institutes, the various methods of falsified testimonies, the various people that have hurt me and my family and my friends, or about the various atrocities that have been inflicted in my everday life, nor shall i even mention the various times that evidence has been planted upon me.
I am neither an extremist, nor a terrorist-
I am simply an abused citizen.
when your not happy they send you to me and thats all you can be
ReplyDeleteyou make jokes about being with your mommy
they call it summer camp
yet we know- its the only hell that we be
hell we are in hell we know
hell we know
this isnt where the good ones are supposed to be
this is where the bad people go when they die
there is nothing to do but kill anything harmful
and trust that the qualified "chosen" scientists
will preserve even me____
there is nothing i can do
my hands are broke my sides will always "aaache"
take what you can and keep on running
i have plenty of boxes to hide in
i have only myself
the wits lost to thee
thy snit had no meaning
until you said to make sure
what a fucked up country
not a person keeps to themselves
no one realizes the truth of things
there is nothing free
and it keeps on moving
run
run sweety
Run!
They never accepted me:
ReplyDeletejust keep typing
keep running
dont look back
dont wonder
just be.
what was it the apocalypse?
ReplyDeletewas there a war?
who unleashed a terrorist?
things rot, things and places die,
what do you think about modern art?
i prefered a place of plastic with hydroponics-
and working sound light boxes,
i envisioned a place that was beautiful
not a trash heap
there is nothing left but disgust in this writer,
where's my fucking sidewalk?!
'it gets better'
ReplyDeleteyou think it is fair to damage people to make them civil?
well guess what, because of that policy the next time an egg-laying insect crawls up your buttocks.ass.bum*anus I won't be there to save it.
You need violent people.
Now understand, snarling can be taken just as politely and just as nice a comment as anything else said with body language- just remember the next time your drill instructor snarls at you they might be :hitting upon: coming onto you.
Correct targeting because as my skin crawls i wonder if it is the antannaes for some earth dwelling insect or fleas, or if someone is asking what i's is wearing is fleece.
ReplyDeletedrumroll please:
it was felt earlier...
i am fairly sure that it comes not from the sheep nor from the cotton gin but instead from another manufacturing process altogether.
One last thing before i sign out of this today:
ReplyDeletethat scraping you hear,
that clicking that you hope is the keyboard,
that might be that girl you were so casually whispering sweet nothings to,
that might be that professor you entrusted your house key with,
that might even be the corpse of your mom.
Not everything that appears human is so.
The day that i submitted proof that i was Man, homonid, homo sapiens- was the day that i will never forget.
ReplyDeleteThe day that they submitted proof that some of those i love, and love still, weren't was the hardest realization I ever had.
I will never forget the day they beat me.
I will never forget the knowledge that I didn't need to eat before that day.
I will never forget the knowledge that they may have been looking for a Man to possess. And not just in ownership or property or rights, but in form as they slowly achieve symbiosis- as they slowly achieve parasitic dominance.
I remembered that day, the day that i found out that I would never be able to play guitar with skill, or even do much.
I will never forget that I never knew something and found the tangential rationale: thus their communication.situation is flawed.
I will never forget that day that I suspect that I became a tribble.
I will never forget the day that it happened all over again.
I will never forget that if I run I might lead them to another victim.
Cystic Fibrosis,
ReplyDeletethe reason that I HATE America, with ever ameobic entity that is my being,
even if it does stand for the A.M.(morning) Emergency Room Intensive Care Administration.
This is not my identification nor is it my life.
Fuck this place, fuck it right through the incision they made upon me.
Probable Cause: soap products.
Possible Cause: good question, i certainly wasn't in construction before this- trade.
Plausible Cause: injection of cystic fluids or stab with needle to lymphatic system.
Coincidental Cause: if eating is natural, food.
what were you lobotomized?
something like that.
more likely that it isn't safe to go back, so memory repression.
just remember y'all denied me basics of medical care before this:
ReplyDeleteskin disease that is curable.
physical therapy.
I have a right and reason to be pissed off.
ReplyDeleterights(rites) make me suspicious.
reasons make me crazy,
crazy enough to maim,
crazy enough to murder*kill,
crazy enough to be sane.
Even worse: the easiest way to end this regime of prejudism, this farcical[sic] reign of unfairness, is to do almost nothing at all, by taking no action, through the taoist concept of wu wei.
ReplyDeleteTHE WORST:
ReplyDeleteThey were always willing to hire the men(women.children) who screwed me up, and forcibly destroyed my abilities and caused such damage to me and my persons.
And not out of some sense of proper duty, or out of some higher calling, nor because they believed that they should be given such an oppurtunity; but because they believed that the people who did this to me were more qualified, more ethical, more socially appealing. FUCK THE U.S.
SSE 3 degrees leaning east
ReplyDeletehmmmm.... let me think, man my farts smell really bad.
ReplyDeletedick_girl#47: this one time i had cum-farts, and it didn't smell so good- then they mixerezed it with chocalate and it tasted alright.
Eat Not! For it is a choice best served warm?
ReplyDeleteIn memory of Harmony Jinx-Dischord Minying, daddy's elite ninja warrior critter.
Fire Fire Everywhere, why are we so cold?
Is it because you burned the only cloth-
No that caught the woods just so,
Is it because we inhaled the smoke-
No that gave us euphoria bold,
Is it because we enjoyed the light-
No that showed us the darkness that is night,
Is it because we knew the burn-
No that gave us the wisdom in this turn,
Is it because what we set ablaze-
contained not just our hope, but our desire for liberty?
No those were ideas and notions in which we wrap our heart
I know what it is,
It is our life, flickering past.
It is our nation that rejects,
Not because of what we believe,
Not because of what we enjoy,
Not because of what we need,
Nor even because what we look like-
But instead because everyone else wrapped themselves with their own wants and goals-
To the point that all we have is ourselves-
To the point that they forgot that we needed help-
As nice as it was to be with man,
they simply forgot-
they walked away when we needed them the most,
they just stopped, and gave up on us-
they wrapped themselves and were Lost.
really i didn't know that I had a theme...
ReplyDeleteTrue Story:
ReplyDeleteSo there I am car camping, and I hear it's time to go; so i get into the car. Two weeks later I realize that I am in the United States and not the United Kingdom and I have no way of getting home.
Thankfully the fingerprints weren't attached to the birth certificate.
Although it is true that later on i was abducted. So now I hope that I am at least in a United somewhere where I am at least allowed to be myself.
No i really have no memory of my first 12 years.
I think I will go by miss hiney for the next thirty six weeks...
ReplyDeletehey that punk is called a trefalagar.
i think they lost the spirit of the idea, when they started naming the pranks.
man the hogs (yes i am referencing the porcine (person specific word) mammal)
ReplyDeleteman the hogs get better pedicures.
ReplyDeleteweighted sums and the context of matrix conjunctive alphabets.
I remember when the skinny blonde kid tried to buy a Krikket bat.
ReplyDeleteOnce upon the world used be rotated so that north was west and one of these areas was under ice.
ReplyDeleteall of a sudden we realized that the difference was in such a way
with that corona on fire and some planets missing atmosphere
and at least one completely destroyed
we disposed of the nuclear weapons oh joy
we also rotated away
i am rather intent on hyper-bombing the universe with radio-activity
and causing a supernova with a star that shouldn't
just to say that we went somewhere
just to claim that i'm not just a skydiver
star trek enterprise
you should have had a solver
but your body died 2000 years ago
and bacteria is walking in your skin
watching evolution.
It is probably true that the last great war was fought to free us.
ReplyDeleteIt may have started as a not so clever extraction.
I know that America was so against it- as it was freeing of criminals, and the extraction was for a most talented student of war.
In the end breaking this blockade was not so simple.
I pray everyday for my freedom, for my liberty- for the liberty of those that I keep at a distance while luring the enemy to my dinner plate.