Sheisty

How come anytime anyone pays the least bit of attention to me something bad happens to them, or they do something to direct the attention to themselves?

Today I tried to get the HELP:BEINGHELDHOSTAGEBYIGNORANTSCUMSUCKERSWHOCANNOTSEEPASTTHEIROWNARROGANCE: i need. you should be nicer to your toys: bride of chucky:

only to have another malnourished bint tell me that the hospital is denying me help, that they are denying in-patient status to me and that they refuse to give the necessary referrals. [chiropractor, masseuse, physical therapist, nutritionist]  (either they only give theses to rich people, evildoers, or those that they are physically attracted to). They then asked me to speak with my "primary care physician" despite the fact that i explained to them that the check-in people have refused to let me see or speak to them. Sad, socialist terrorists have taken over another hospital.

I wish that jesse, benjamin, philip, robert, frank, shayne and a few others had not decided to help "THEM" in pulling a one over on the caring community that i used to have. The same goes for my former room-mate only with different names, one of which includes the mackenzie that seems to be on TV.

Reasons I would Like to Die:
Cube-shaped boxes being the only buildings that i am allowed to access.
lack of a personal connection with anyone, although their is the fact that i would have this if "THEY" had not been so desperate to pull one over on me
lack of being allowed to make my own choices- dress, housing, entertainment, food
lack of a career
lack of mature rational adults to take this to
lack of being allowed to actually use the electronic device (audio and visual permissions were denied in favor of a violent immature retard)
lack of having those rights that i desperately believe in
being forced to share with a disrespectful and uncaring community
there are more but i shall forgo them for the moment to be listed later in this blogspace

You have the right:
To have your rights presented to you in a manner which you understand (heaven forbid that they actually just give them to me in translated english, world book definitive)
To make your own choices, with the understanding that not all choices are possible

to remain silent
to be clothed, housed and fed
to be provided with suitable, to you and or others, cleaning measures
to medical care
to an attorney
to a fair trial
to send and receive [sic spelling change] communications without delay or hindrance
To know what you are being charged with
To have all of this presented in a manner until you understand
to an education
to rehapbilitation
to waive any of these rights
to privacy from other prisoers
to remain free from torture
to respect the rights of others
to resign from any previous, current, or future commissions, appointments, etc.
to remain free from bondage measures unless deemed situationally necessary for your protection and the protection of others- court of law with a daily re-evaluation

to the basic liberties that are inherently within our power to provide including but not limited to the freedom of travel, protection from and by security personell, speech, press, religion, representation and participation in governmental processes, and others guaranteed under the constitution of the united states of america.

to return to nature

to express the need for other and more rights that have not been mentioned, or a clarification of the ones that have been.


The reason the US failed was not due to trespasses of the population of government, nor due to the size of the area, nor due to miscommunication with the youth or the populace, nor due to a change in belief of the populace, nor due to the lack or abundance of resources. but instead a lack of need to change, in other words it has not failed but instead become defunct. This dysfunction does not define that the power nor the beliefs are gone but instead that the lack of need to change has provided an opportunity to move into a new utopic age. The problem is that shortly afterwards [note an idea has gone missing], a great many returned to the land, or the natural ways (which did cause a pressure upon the environment, due to overpopulation and hydroponic developments) entrapment error, sight blindness dim, i got a pimple on my eyelid at the bus station (the cruelty of socialism was not mentioned in the hopes that by overlooking it such a concept and social targeting would evaporate, never forgive never forget never surrender) [the cure and situational copyright felonies as akey to telling them that you understand, i am being targetted by antisocial slightly gifted people]

The following things are against the law: murder, theft, assault, and the creation or implementation of any scheme to disrupt these processes or spread any substance that is considered and known to be deadly and or injurious with the limited exception knowledge or wisdom- this includes the incarceration of people's based on gender, race, creed, or economic status. the violation of these laws may result in permanent incarceration, monetary fines, and other disciplinary measures.  (often  a repeated rule violator does so because there is something that he wishes and cannot achieve, like rounded housing or appropriate medical care).
There is a second chance program during which much is done to insure the understanding of these laws. there are almost an infinite amount of status regulations and codes governing the adjucation of daily life, which is subject to change; however the violation of these codes may result in the deaths of the participants, bystanders, or those attempting to ensure the following of safety procedures, it may also result in the imprisonment of the rule violators (DAMN A. RYAN, RYAN A.; DAMN HIS LYING TWO_FACED TESTIMONY, DAMN HIM TO HELL or to an appropriate deity which can bring about the situational change). and monetary fines and other consequences as deemed necessary by the judicial administration.
All consequences of judicial and legal action may be given to a higher court (your racism against [koreans, asian-orientals] is not within the rules or humorous and forcing me to play with you in control of my daily life has made me rather shall we say [disturbed penance, sub-tone of  F(g*? [greedy, violent, obnoxious])])
All consequences of judicial and legal action may be (given to a higher court at the behest of either party).

All psychiatric, medical/clinical, legal, and support institutions are subject to outside evaluation at any time and required to have DAILY oversight.

All corporate enterprises, entertainment enterprises, and any other institutions are subject to legal oversight at any time (this is worded in such a fashion to allow for spot checking).

All individuals or groups of individuals are subject to legal, psychiatric, or medical evaluation at any time and outside independent oversight as deemed necessary. (i do think it is funny when people are too fat to get outside of their house as long as such a situation does not cause unhappiness or disrupt community functions)

That any socialist vigilantism is to remain [sic 'as' inclusion to define time] illegal under governmental code- including the hiding of information from medical or legal authorities, the hiding of babies wether they are organic or autonomic, targeted or general pranking, and the outcast or blacklisting of individual with noted case of sex offenders and children as an exception; the former from certain nudist colonies (certain exceptions do apply) and child-care facilities (certain exceptions do apply) oversight is recommended in those circumstances, and to protect minors from drug-abuse. (note: i do not willingly have anything to do with minors).

that each and every person, individual, and group has the right to live in a manner which deem suitable, if this manner cannot be ethically provided for then simulation measures are to be taken. (note my book experiment with organic computing has limited success) may little creek who talks too much enjoy his bed of flowers.

when the needs of the many take priority individuals end up injured/wounded/hurt.
when the wants of the many take precedence (priority, lingusitic overload: one word does not make sense within the boundaries of inter-relation, despite the situational definitives, probably done to skew the psychodynamic in order for an accurate representation)

none of these rights or legal precedences have ever been expressed or extended to me in my life.

I find it strange that i can destroy the world so easily. bio: rotting with acidic run-off. chemical: hydro-bomb, mechanical: walking robot to skew the rotation of the world. electrical: particle translation loss.  Gummy anyone?


I am committing suicide at dawn on January First Two-Thousand-Thirteen Anno Domini.  1/1/2013
(400-some cycles from the date of this post, it has been noted that the only one who can actually affect you is yourself, but that is not always the case and probably why they ate of my body)

There are many reasons behind this:
barbaric treatment
the lack of liberties and rights
the lack of creative housing
the lack of advanced technology
the lack of magic or other intelligent lifeforms
the lack of people that i care about (yes i try to care for and about all life, and all non-life)
the lack of a career
the lack of decent entertainment
the fact that all mythology and science fiction that i can access is violent
being forced to live with fat chix in a community that i despise (although the shutdown after sundown does provide a welcome quiet)
the fact that i seem to be stuck in a historical re-enactment (i guess because i like armoring and weaponology, but not the result or consequence; note: it is this keyboard clicking that is attracting the infestation of this community, i really do not like tiny insectoids)

I would like my skull to be crystallized and put in a glacier, and my body buried at sea in a psyuedo-japanese/viking/saxonite/celtic warrior-priest-[skald, bard, blade-singer] manner. No sound at the ceremonies and a large party afterwards with lots of drugs and alchohol and much pot-smokage.  Eat not of my flesh for it will poison/sicken you, the preparer, and the presenter of the idea.

Perhaps i will come back when socialists are no loner in control of the law, when the above list has been fixed, when civilized honest people are rewarded for their good deeds, and when the courts no longer punish the victim.  (it is a really bad idea to switch the covers on my books, it will end up with people being harmed)

Now for a clever lie:
I forged their signatures on all of the loans.

My last request is for you to make [fir my notes have been read], whoever it was that pranked me to have a shitty life, while pressing a sexual assault charge against the 2013 women who raped me. 2013 is = two thousand thirteen.

P.S. Ryan A. ; A. Ryan is the guilty party. I said i did not know due to the extremist measures that are taken and what was being held over me.

Yes, i believe that those who make threats (with the exception of the reaction to anger) have no honor, and are likely to do whatever the threat is anyway.

They are building a WMD at the YMCA, weapon of mass destruction- young men's christian association, community center.  I committed suicide at the house where the design plans are built in and i might have to burn it down as well.



Little Creek who talks too much
- pa and grams strychnine, glycerin

Nikdev Tiger- ice-cream

Mr Black - wireless comm without radio

Kat (not qat or cat, the babysitter)- sperm/semen seperating

Me/A. Ryan, Ryan A. (perhaps it is missing the I)- hbomb powered device that folds space and matter destroying the universal multiverse planar existence-cycle used to be just a joke. well life may now be pretend but at least we got a gummy attachment

Mr O-  flushing toilet battery.

Hi hello how are you - Floride Polishing

Trevor- (DO NOT GET!) a high-powered extreme velocity rifle {prefers, chainsaws and bazooka hand grenades}

Ryan- eating

---- Yeilds: spaceship if we can get multitrinomer polymers

Alright the entire pack sits there swishing liquid and meditates on the love of creation.



Note the following cons have failed: eating, family, education; the following cons have not: goodness in people, rule of law, (there was something but i forgot)

i go overseas only to return to my house in disarray and robbed-stolen from-theived

I am glad you pulled those muscles it has shown that you have learned something, either it is because i am distinctly untalented or criminals really are the ones in charge...

woman, that korean at the bus station had some nice tits (my apologies if their is any offense), yes i do have a thing for asians i just wish that they were taller)

yes there are a few instances where i do have contact with the youth but never to corrupt them.