Tuesday, January 17, 2012

To my Death

A mature community:

Is one that seeks for defense, education, growth, and the well-being of all it's members- even if they are visitors. (well-being includes happiness)

A mature community knows to take proper care of it's ecology, economy, tools, and labor.
A mature community knows that to take proper care of it's ecology, it needs to practice ethical conservation in procurement and cultivation.
A mature community knows that to take proper care of it's economy it must balance consumption, importation and exportation.
A mature community knows that to take proper care of it's tools it must keep them in confinement as well as providing cleaning and repair.
A mature community knows that to take proper of it's labor, it must provide for appropriate living standards that are suitable to the individual, it must provide for appropriate resources for personal endeavors, it must provide for appropriate entertainment to the individual, it must provide for the maximum standard of medical care to all, it must also provide for suitable choice and education.
A mature community knows that it's image is important, and as such does its best to maintain through proper treatment of all visitors.
A mature community knows that security and law-enforcement are just as important as it's professed morals, and as such knows how to rise to meet outer threats as well as inner ones- without excessive punitive measures, and through proper discipline of its priorities.
A mature community knows how to let people leave.



That smell, of opium and hash oil- and just a touch of snuff. Adrenaline, Morphine, Methampetamine.
To replace brain chemicals from being shot in the head.

Multi-experiential reality defines that you are controlling yourself as a multi-formed critter that may be considered an independent dependency.

"I'll be waiting (violent intent), for you to make a joke."
A Dissenting Opinion: "Anytime that violence or sex is included it is not a joke. Both are very serious matters, and must be treated accordingly."

I walk into a bar, me and the bar have a very cordial conversation about what it is to be re-bar.  I then look up and realize that I am an adult.

It only took so long for me to realize that those screams are my own.

Independent reasoning, Independent development, Mutual Creation || Copyright felony : dependency upon information access. Inspiration and quotes are considered sources, Rewording and Rephrasing are a situational summary of current opinions.


Analects of Confucious Spring and Summer, fall and autumn. Winter diaries.
Socratic and platonic blends.
Not that i know of, flash imaging.programming suspected.

16 comments:

  1. Not unless you have a clever explanation for why i may or may not have cysts of the balls.testicles

    so exactly how did my scrotum get injured?
    see this is why i stopped myself from remembering and didn't particularly care about getting shot in the head.

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  2. A mature community has no need for money, as they would be mature enough to ethically consume and control themselves, along with their desires.

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  3. 21 years ago i was called a liar, a murderer, and a theif because i believed in the Great_spirit.god.eternal_deity.

    17 years ago, i didn't even believe in kwanzza.yule.solstice.christmas.hannakuh

    16 years ago i was completely disillusioned, classified as a criminal, a retard, and insane.

    12 years ago i was injured in a car accident- injuries that i will never be able to fully recover from. I was clinically dead. I was left for dead. I survived, unfortunately.

    11 years ago i was clean, intoxicant free.

    10 years ago i threw away the last thing i actually had.

    9 years ago i knew i would never be able to have a family, or a place i could call my own.

    7 years ago i was placed in a financial debt that i could not pay.

    5 years ago it was proven that i wouldn't know a woman if i sensed one.

    3 years ago i attempted to pretend that i had a family.

    2 years ago i became a stark raving ass, and it wasn't drugs- it was the fact that i would never be allowed to have what i needed and wanted.

    1 year ago I may have been directly responsible for the death of a babe- i don't know if such still lives: i hope so, i should have abducted the baby.

    at least 4 times in my life i have nearly starved to death.

    i have been raped at least 5 times.

    in my life I have been ostracized, picked_upon, rejected and beaten. for foolish things that aren't even completely true about me: being queer.gay.fag.homosexual, choosing to perform "women's work", being smart, being a "racist", being a druggie, being good or bad at any given thing, being unpopular, enjoying fiction- by scientists, medical professionals, pagans, christians, jews, muslims, populists, social elitists, rich kids, poor kids, grungers, geeks, goths, by the homeless, by frat-boys, by almost every clique imaginable.

    in 7 days i ask for liberty.freedom and equality,
    if(yes)
    all will be well
    if(no)
    in 9 days i stand up and fight.
    It's not a suicide note, it's a declaration of war
    if(maybe)
    i will accede that i may need greater maturity,
    and work to find an equitable solution

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  4. Because I know to always do the right thing.
    Be nice to those that don't seem to be all there, often what they know and experience will determine the next course of reality. As you should well know "ms. situations seem to be beyond you".

    be nice to cannibals, they will guard you.

    be nice to the homeless, they will give information to you.

    be nice to criminals, they will rise up with you.

    be nice to those who like "fantasy.mythology.fiction" they will be able to deal with an odd situation better than you.

    be respectful towards law enforcement, they will arrest you.

    be cautious towards strangers they will do something unsuspected.

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  5. if you are incapable of being ethical or unwilling to extend trust you are far from gifted

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  6. sad that my alienware was switched with one from party pizza.

    worse that the mro hard drive crashed.

    even worse that the party pizza laptops have burned out.

    sadder still that they refuse to give me more than low-level user access, without any form of software.code library.

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  7. just because i choose to work solo does not mean that i should not have access to works upon which to build.

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  8. coincidence.null

    actuality ~= c* += actuality.c*

    [lucy, java-sumatran, peking, eve.sumerian, anasazi.iroquis."chesapeake".s*] = null;

    glucose transferance non-reliant on synapses;

    insectoid null;

    fungal null;

    chloroform null;

    special similarity positivel1; simian.hominid positivel2;

    animal transfusions mildly successful;

    ameobic throwback probability 0.8% , 73%, -98.7;

    similarity to bigfoot sasquatch plausible;

    type Oo-;

    mitochondria is independent of blood type;

    the reason i am always given antibiotics- despite hoof and mouth, despite living in southern europe during "off-season";

    one day they will also harvest my organs for transplant- wether i consent or not: i hope they give me mechanical ones;

    but only occassionally do i get real intoxicants, even the soft variety- liver damage avoided through assault; lung damage slight, kidney damage slight; brain damage plausible light to mild- recovering well; spinal damage- becoming aggravated;

    heyzues's first poop with concrete, all the way from a drain pipe in barcelona;

    Idunno the satyr assassin- plausible;

    eliminating other blood types causes genetic disorders.

    the truth is out there:
    somethings i dont want to remember, like why i flee into my own mind. why i fear cavemen, where my missing rib went, the various incursions of hiding in a box under the auspices of the order of the arrow. half-ass paramilitary units deserve a better retirement. somehow i expected an ample oppurtunity. i hate that ou switch. (just the switch not the sound), (thank you miss spelling- i hope you meet your ashton smith.)

    Ll1 was made by robots;

    Tangibility bridge semi-invalid;

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  9. Sorry i didn't mean to disobey,
    sorry i didn't intend to hurt the paper or the grass.

    Chaos Theory - Butterfly Effect: thought evolution prediction;
    like atlanteans mating with the anthropus.
    galgafgarians.

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  10. if i am correct it is the rook that was taken,
    board or queen or bishop
    if(board)
    switch(board[x]==test)
    1: flat _
    2: 2 dimension _|_
    3: 3 dimension *

    with interchangeable board placing player may yeild decision of shape to opponent, without interrupting opponent's turn. with exception of pinpoint navigation, in such an instance board peice acts as non-jumpable barrier to both players.

    plausible double gamut with ko situation at current.

    in this instance it is an edge- sealed eyes. with open ko thus sewn.

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  11. triangular pentagon shape

    populism: player may yeild a subset of moves to watching crowd.

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  12. opening match in tournaments is usually played against crowd:
    in such a case player may still yield a subset of their own moves.

    at any point with a populist yield the opposing player may invalidate resulting in the yielding player having to make a choice. at any point in a populist yield the player may retake control and deny the populist vote, even after the results. (demograph testing, who wants to be a millionaire)


    no i have never heard of this game called gam or this game called tarok: only recently did i hear of the gambler's den with tarok.

    with combination open pieces and boards to move are determined with card formations and hand conjugates: hand conjugates are always open at any point of a placement card formations are scrapped, graveyard may be used: hand combinations are not scrapped but graveyards are.

    maybe one day i will be able to play ball as something other than the ball, please enjoy my olympic box.

    board-piece handover, queen or bishop block- both on the board; hand piece is a serf and would result in collapsing the formation.

    i personally think that the star would be best, however- that will screw formation development in the future.
    i believe that the flat will only cause a delay to gamut.
    i believe that the 2 dimension will situationally result in a prevention of double gamut.
    i think that the block of the queen or the bishop will result in a useless sacrifice.

    emporer-mate or territory?
    in tournament emperor-mate results in a seat, territory win without mate results in a ranking, territory win with mate results in a seed.

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  13. a populist yield is not the same as a pass,
    without a check of king or emperor the pass can be a valid move, with a check the pass is considered to be an illegal move.

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  14. 2 squares,
    1 circle,
    1 triangle

    first 4 moves.
    next moves are dependent upon player,

    with tarok hand.formation.graveyard.chance_deck it is possible to place more than one of a type.

    other moves include board- dimensional.

    and quick placement:
    after a piece has been taken you either need a tarok dependency or territories.serfs.tokens from other players, note that liberties may also be used.
    gamut lowers the amount of territories needed

    ko may or may not deny (surrounding back and forth of serfs) the placement of a token with and or without a tarok dependency.

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  15. tokens are designed from an evolution of chess.checkers and include walls- both player dependent and independent:
    walls may or may not be bypassed with multi-dimensional or decisional board peices.
    liberties must still align within a certain room
    edges do not specifically deny connections open or non with other pieces.

    promotion of pieces are determined to be territory.board_coverage or captures (also may sacrifice a move or be in addition to a move), it takes multiple pieces which may include serfs to cause a wall: as such the peices promoted may or may not be considered captured.

    counters were not for money but keeping track of the thousand and one optional rules.

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  16. i only play to have fun or under serious threat.
    note the latter usually results in a loss due to poor stress decisioning.

    is that glazed look from being blind, seeing some shit, stress disorder, or exhaustion.

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