Crystal hubble calling and bitching out my sister...
john reed: wasnt that the name of the indian in those cowboy movies about john wayne?
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rides? 2766200704 .... now i am confused....
john reed: wasnt that the name of the indian in those cowboy movies about john wayne?
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rides? 2766200704 .... now i am confused....
"your black market schemes are over"
ReplyDeletehuh? what are they talking about, that is no reason for my stuff legitimately purchased to go missing.
i mean really how dare my nice clothes go missing.
wth is going on?
more importantly how did Cat get my moms house number....
ReplyDeletewell at least she isnt committed...
committed: to be admitted to a mental care facility
ReplyDeletemore importantly, if stuff is going to be returned to their proper owners how about returning me and my sister
ReplyDeleteif i had to take a guess all this falderole-hoodwinking has to deal with the fact that the designs for the H-bomb are built into my knowledge base reflexively... first time the design was shown in legos
ReplyDeleteso i guess that is why they pulled me as a fast-switch...
...... well if they are happy then i'll just slowly disappear....
i miss Cat
i miss Cat
i miss my former
i miss my roomie
i miss her
i miss her
i miss her
good plausible probable possibility is that my sister was returned.... else i wouldnt be living with this fat chick (fat is just a descriptive word no more, and right now i wish i was fat so i wouldnt be cold)
ReplyDeletei am just that unhappy when i dont know that she is around...
ReplyDeleterumors about a virus spread through this website are fake, an individual with a cookie editor is in need of help and attempting to use such to send a message.
ReplyDeletemy only refuge of safety right now is in looking like shayne wolf
434 days until i am a [dead body, corpse].
ReplyDeletethis place [sucks, is inadequate, is that sheisty] that much.
because those shiny balls of light and energy that we term stars and suns are the only non-created and non-{error, limit to carbon based life-form}
ReplyDeletei.e. those suns and stars are the energy-based lifeforms we are (were) looking for.
sorry to say but I am not willing to live by your choices, i am only willing to live with them.
ReplyDeleteit is my belief that the chesapeake want their lands back...
when i was born on the lands of okinawa, under three typhons.
there was something else i wanted to write in here but it seems i forgot it as it came off as a threat.
if you had super abilities and didn't know? wpc#/#chronicle
ReplyDeletei really think everything that is entered into a data processing device should be located in a profile (perhaps to be made public at ones behest)
stuff i need, in order to be at peace with the crap society that is around me:
ReplyDelete1 pair of soft leather boots
1 pair of soft leather gloves
1 set of armor (kendo bogu, fencing mask, copper wire, steel wire, tin foil {access to tools briefly})
1 face mask
1 rainbow gizmo sword
1 grappling hook, 100 feet of light-weight rope
1 set of climbing claws
1 set of survival equipment
access to a secure electronic data system monthly
as we agreed until it has been 35 years, you will be the leader.
ReplyDeleteif only mature wise adults were the ones in control, if only their was enough [augmented reality, virtual reality] gear
ReplyDeleteyes percieving "being feral", and thinking savagely while listening to angry music does help to calm me down.
i am not sure why i feel so much rage, perhaps because to survive we have to hide in the septic system, perhaps because to survive we have to have "clever" cons, perhaps because to survive we need these ideas of preservation, conservation, faith, and yes even social control.
then again it is also because i can't get what i want, need, or even live how i wish in order for there to be a peaceful community where people do not have to live in fear.
perhaps because the idea of civilness has gone too far, mayhaps because the idea of civilness has become corrupt. probably because it is not the rule of law but the rule of socially elite, possibly because the only way i can function is through living by somebody elses choices and movements... possibly because there is much that i cannot handle or know, some from what i have done, some from what i know, most because of the choices of others. there are few things that i find pleasant in this experience of reality, one of which happens to be electronic media- digital creation as ethical conservation. another would be my former roommate, who is obviously part of a different [crew, clique, group].
mayhaps because the idea of peace at any cost has led us to travesty after travesty and the only things that give birth to creation are things that also destroy.
i pray everyday that my former is alive, i pray everyday that she is safe, i pray everyday that people may be allowed to live by the customs that they choose, i pray everyday that it isn't because i don't know that she died in labor.
middle scenario
worst scenario will not be mentioned
best scenario is that she has chosen to be without me, or that she believes we should be apart to "finish growing up" "finish our time by ourselves, so that we when we do find each other we will be ready"
i miss her.
i do need to find another way to calm down, drugs_intoxicants are not a good solution.
ReplyDeleteand meditation is a total failure
i only got a guitar when my hands were broken.
i only got a trumpet when they believed my lips were chewn off. (most of the time i had it my arm was broken)
everytime i try to create it doesn't come out right. perhaps i am untalented, or more probably because i have these head injuries.
i just am untalented.
what should i do? perhaps i should just quit trying to create and be entertained as i just don't seem to hear anything in complex speech.
i need a job, i need a place to physically recover, i need something that brings peace of mind, i need something that gives joy to me and others, i need a LIFE.
for the former roomie that i am talking about i would do almost anything...
ReplyDeletethen again i would take a bullet for anyone, even the worst scum of the universe... because i believe it is the right thing to do...
today i saw the daughter of my cousin, elijah's blood. i wanted to cry tears of joy but i could not for the way it would be misinterpreted.
ReplyDeletebecause we all have civilized members in control, with some brutes being domesticated through smells and addictive substances....
ReplyDeletewe are going to commit war upon you, domesticate part of your populace, allow you to domesticate part of ours, and then let the domesticated communicate and then we will make jokes about each other for 2 millenia and then party with the civils and militants randomly interspersing based upon choices....
oh and blind people are going to walk in using purely tangible objects (i.e. no matter how much you try you cant see this one coming) and mess everything up so that we go back to phase one where we are confused about the others existence...
uhhh no i thought using chemical warfare upon the bugs was ok, at least since i ate that poisoned cheese....
p.s. i apologize to the families of any asians who are offended, and the insect class of life for any lost loved ones...
i take it they have a new implosive explosive based on cold theory?
uhhh actually yeah we do, uhhmmm when things get cold they condense so if we make it cold enough over a long period of time we should be able to get a big bang....
ReplyDeletewe need to stop letting them sniff freon hun...
welll i personally think that we are immortal till we commit suicide... and then that is only a time of intensive forgetting....
ReplyDeleteso anyways when we get old they confuse us and if you think that a person has alzheimers then it is probable that they have introduced advanced psychotropics.
also known as chemical x.....
ReplyDeletehooray for the powerpuff girls we were all on lsd and drawing comic books notably the aforementioned and aeon flux...
ahhh aeon flux, a marsupials dream-bot
took me a while to realize that almost everyone is a gay male in that comic...
danger boy?
no actually it was the episode with the the flying dude that didnt get to be with the flying girl which proved to me that there was a fourth disc and that the discs i was watching were highly edited
1985th reason "she" was pissed off was because she believed i had committed suicide, which is the only reason i came back
ReplyDeleteanyone want to take a bet on whether it will be 2013th "she" is pissed off or the 2085th-2100th?
just remember even if it is suicide there is still an investigation for murder.
ReplyDeletethe guilty party in this case are the fat people "asleep" in the back rooms at this moment.
this "commune" "hampton roads: chesapeake, Va, USA" is also guilty of crimes against humanity, attempt to build a weapon of mass devestation: currently sitting in the design plans, holding a civilian hostage, participating in the spread of a deadly disease, and causing the torturous circumstances of the relatively innocent.
ReplyDeletefirst stage is to disarm the bomb. second stage to open up personal files is a rotating code based on cheat codes for sega genesis, to see current writings name based on "1337l33t" encrypt-decryption format.
ReplyDelete1 to destroy the world.
now the trick is to destroy the multi-versal spectrum which is plausible when using particle acceleration methods through a [nuclear, radiation] hole in the event horizon of an artificial black-hole (see outer limits, recent and 80's version) theoretically this creates a string conjoined to both the particle and the field of the "black hole's radiation/nuclear tear" with proper manipulation of this string through natural means anything and everything is possible including ascension to a paradise/nirvana/heaven-hell complex and translation to a multi-dimensional plane, i.e. the supposed afterlife, and or total annihilation through intersection with [void, nothing, abyss] on a 0th to a Nth level. Theoretically this is plausible to do merely by being aware. However, in order to maintain adaptability to a new environment for one's awareness or consciousness an intersection with nothing may need to be plotted- probably to jar ones consciousness/awareness into accepting and acclamating to a new realm without the false assumption that one is merely in their own mind.
it only takes a moment, hello dolly
ReplyDeletethe idea that such could be forced upon all of life upon earth at once is flawed, due to the fact that not all minds/consciousnesses/awarenesses would necessarily be willing to ascend together or at the same intersection: my proof to this is the sun moon positive-negative film theory.
what we were you doing at the time this occured, i believe i was being born.
yes Wall-E is one of my favorites.
their is still a "woman" "being" that i miss desperately.
ReplyDeleteand if they are out there, i would like to thank them for their support. i would like to also tell them that i am still in love with them.
if they are not, well life's full of ups and downs and the only thing i can do is regret not being there enough for them, and not helping them out more. and attempt to remember the beautiful times we had together.
ReplyDeleteplan of the deus: encapsulating awareness.
ReplyDeletewhen i gave it to the russians it was for some food.
ReplyDeletewhen i gave it to the nazi's it was for legos
when i gave it to the afrikaans it was for shiny cloth
when i gave it to the indians it was a shot of dope
when i gave it to the u.n. it was for some boots and gloves.
when i gave it to the americans it was for peace of mind.
when i gave it to the mexicans it was for free elections.
when i gave it to the japanese it was for the truth.
when i gave it to the christians it was for them to stop converting us (second person plural).
when i gave it to myself it was to be defused.
when i gave it the toilet it seemed fair.
when i gave it to the roaches it was for my asshole to be cleaned.
when i gave it to the cats it was for a piece of meat.
when i gave it to the dinosaurs it was so they would be extinct.
it is possible that i only survive due to some 2nd grade classes time-capsule (i.e. to cover up the rising up of the 5 year olds)
when i give it to the five-year olds it will be for a liberated society.
ReplyDeletewhen i gave it to the police it was so that she would be released.
ReplyDeletewhen i gave it to the psychiatrist it was for me.
ReplyDeleteno i have not written artificial intelligence but i did send a data package including such to her.
ReplyDeletei mean really of the chix i was living with one ended up kissing another guy, 2 or more turned savage, a few of them killed their parents...
son of a bitch, my children and i are threats to global security.
perhaps you shouldn't read my writings logs etc. until you have understood that the Nazi party is controlled by five-year olds most of whom are blonde and blue-eyed.
ReplyDeletehair and eye color at this stage are indeterminate due to the lack of choices and how it is necessary to adapt to live with such.
remind me to bitch out that rabbit for the tone of voice he used while gnawing off my muzzle.
they all know how to build it, lets set a timer to see how long it takes for someone to set it off...: 1985 - 2120
ReplyDeletenot quite full-grown,ever
you speak fake cat quite well
just remember when you speak fakely (like using mryow as cat) you are making a joke, generally an impolite one
project genesis = human instrumentality project
(the section that most will claim ruined earth)
cat, name of my former roomie, also a small animal similar to a dog in appearance. heck all mammals might be the same just with a different body modification.
probably because when you achieve "old-age" or at least the situationally impact of such you are a fragile creature, and thus must be treated gently both in thought and in deed. it is possible that such is not always the case, however babies seem less sensitive.
container shape will not be discussed as i do not intend to be a threat to global security. although i am.
ReplyDeletei only wish that with all this i could have maintained sense of that "beast" "creature" "aeon" "being" "woman" "chica" "{error, feminine gender-sex does not have an appropriate word}"
there are many things that i am tired of and living under threat is one of them:
ReplyDeletethe only way to solve this is by mass imprisonment in blank housing (ants and beetles included) and mass weakness.
i hope that they may give me a liberated society one where foolish games of money do not amuse the populace, and a more liberated linguism- preferably one that is not homosexual.
do you know why i smoke? why i get tattoooed?
ReplyDeletebecause i know that they are so afraid of disease that they will not willingly be around me, because they were cruel and will always be cruel to me.
it seems that we might be talking about two different people here, i am talking about a young male of about 26 years. one who is starving to death amidst fat people.
this "commune" "hampton roads: chesapeake, Va, USA" is also guilty of crimes against humanity, attempt to build a weapon of mass devestation: currently sitting in the design plans, holding a civilian hostage, participating in the spread of a deadly disease, harboring known fugitives, and causing the torturous circumstances of the relatively innocent.
ReplyDeleteand then when i try to watch a simple movie: "Puss in Boots" it gets cross with "Humpty Dumpty"
ReplyDeleteso i mean really wtf
My child is 17 now... i wish that they had the balls to tell me who it was...
ReplyDeletemy first born anyways... there are more...
ReplyDelete