Wednesday, October 19, 2011

My experience of life on this globe has been (word that is properly insulting)

Ever since i was forced to sit next to "stephanie" on the bus.
Ever since i wasn't allowed to dress myself.
Ever since i was denied access to knowledge
Ever since i was sliced open.
Ever since I tried to play with a toy car
Ever since i had to use money
Ever since my neck was fractured by some idiot's gold chevrolet
Ever since they decided to target me

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  1. Note: never did i try to force this upon a baby or a child. nor would i have, except in extreme circumstances

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  2. there is a blonde child with a flippant tongue that is familiar; however, i doubt very much that i have willingly come into contact with her, same with the fat one.
    Although the blonde child is a bit mean, she intends such as a joke. It is strange that she will probably be the one to directly cause my death. It is even stranger that i do not have much of a choice in the matter. It is even sadder that I have no recognition of where this familiarity comes from... probably due to her mother. Sad that most women who are not large do not survive the birthing process; sadder still {error overloaded semi-colon_variable.parse, memory check ./save} that even then most children are forced to eat their way out.

    I find your funeral home sick and depraved for this and many more reasons, such as the victim (female_) being placed near her murderer. Or the grotesque sexual acts on display. Or the fact that the directors play with the bodies. But mostly the fact that it is easily scavenged and leatherneckleatherfaceskinwalkers are able to get away with crimes due to the ping being placed on a hundred year old corpse. That and the fact that you are guaranteed to misunderstand situation and wether the person may still be living (the latter i do agree with, situation is open to interpretation= preservation methods and the environmental damage caused by not allowing a corpse to rot in its proper environment {note: this also occurs when a species is forced to migrate, such as cave-bats in madagascar [firefox, foxbats, vampire bats, roaches, snakes, mice, small-pox, etc.]}

    perhaps we should leave what we consider to be dead alone, or it might prove otherwise. perhaps we should leave children alone, or they might prove that they can lie and damage somebody permanently. Perhaps we should leave everything alone and merely enjoy our experience. Perhaps, perhaps isn't good enough. Perchance, mayhaps and mishaps lead to growth and learning. By chance, maybe's are all that are known.

    Maybe: a conditional statement that only holds true in a given situation. The use of such led to ethics as being differentiated from morals, and even more so the idea of situational ethics. (such was known before attendance at D.G.F. elementary)

    little bit and a motion picture starring some sort of child known as Tabatha USED CAR SALESMAN ~ = SOCCER PRACTICE, dear frank/casa blanca: shamus.

    Southwest Texas, King of the Hill origination of continuance.

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  3. I believe I was a babe at the time, probable natural birth... 35 years to eat your mom
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    note this is the lady who gave her life for you, not the suspected woman who takes care of you
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  4. it was the chubby guy who caused the pets to disappear, i find it strange that i have met someone who looks similar. it is the skinny with large bones that i suspect of pulling the blind fast-switch ... properly using social welfare and taking care of the land, yeah i knew you would eat my fingers and toes... thats why i sent that guy across the world learning open palm. had a dream about the sheriff/police and a trannie... it was the stone walls and being cold that reminded me of school. so yeah i am that guy that was at an "orphanage" no my parents werent dead and no ... i doubt very much that i ate the way out of my mom. but i did meet a nices purson

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  5. i believe it was the bad spelling that renewed the original offense, but at least you didn't cause the further offense that proper spelling would have caused.
    reading what appears nonsense often yields an interior context, which may be necessary in weird survival situations like chicago and the choice to go feral.

    occassionally there is a broadcast, i believe them to be traps for weird wierd esperiments experiments and NIMH.... when the orphanage fed us the leftover chicken from the prison garbage.

    anyways thats why i let the fiveyear olds slaughter the previous generation. please keep your corpses and wear protective underwear

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  6. pro*? citiban
    8771249953 (random case numbers and badge numbers in the hopes that if they did make the transition {purely tangible world, in your own mind, pure utopic reality}(deaf and blind lsd effects- learning things that are their but can only be sensed needs a word besides though(think) and perception which describes mental capabilities)

    word change as document of development, spelling change as document

    jet -> onyx
    irradium -> deutrenium (intelligent discussion
    without {about} threat implications)

    lt. jnckr, humana lady

    (ra victims) (pe neck)

    lieutenant (in lieu of tenacy turn into fabric)
    colonel (data processor)

    rank (dick, johnson, {-tom.harry!})

    tangibility and terrorist (accident prevention, relaxation engineering)

    I suddenly realize that i have watched 4 or 5 generations of women grow up, from several families (strange that i usually lose track of the mother, some of whom appeared after the baby was presented)
    .?emphasis or interior context with swift ness and extra lettering? negatory (code breakers and when contract is actually open for discussion} <you pointed out that more time had passed)

    I was learning to read braille, however with the variance of language and linguistic situations there are only so many things that can be captured by the environment and only so many things that can be captured by the [capture.synonym, losing flavor while maintaining capability and writing for five year olds](visual variance and introductions. the same book over and over (how to trip people, ethics and physical practical chemistry !problem with description of sense. however, you seemed to misinterpret what my job is (why would a man with bald spots be attending school with the kids, well because he was being forced to breed so now we give him the oppurtunity to see what he missed and possibly to choose his own mate)

    Samantha Carter
    Amanda WIlliams
    (larger vs larder vs lager vs [errror missing contextual basis for assumption], shutdown.null process(cin << key_command_alpha1_charlie vector.echo)
    <pretending that the victims are scumbags, and pretending that we could do anything but block the door with our dead body, there is another pretend that i am not going to mention (loose interior context of dmg results from tripping fantasy from a serious ethical and scientific argument= evil learning (the chicas in e-ville aren't that bad, and the men were gay... but they still had that protector complex (not exactly more of a safety concern)(the women agreed that only some of them could be rapists, but the problem is when the tides shifted at that point we realized that the only way to keep safe was by inviting a completely foreign community in- and yes it ended up being the last male with breeding capabilities]keyshift

    i may be a pacifist but i am not a coward, and i know that the blame game is why i got moved to a more dangerous possibly deadly area- hence the reason this home (glad to know you explored yourself as a baby and a young adult now clean the damn furniture) is a form of half-way house.
    when there weren't that many good people we structured areas where things like buses could just dispose of wandering criminals and victims (also because we didnt know who was guilty and who was innocent... yeah uhhhh hostages and terrorists just was a bad idea, because the police laughed and said hold on one second we are going to build an overpass there and then drive cars really really fast)

    dodging parents with drugs, dodging friends with lovers, dodging lovers with animals, and dodging children with work

    i live near a crazy animal lady (i dont know why she just has a lot of animals) and a crazy newspaper lady (and this situation just gets repeated over and over... originally that was considered a polite way to tell someone to wash... no there really were people trapped in the septic system... {every god damn time i tried to leave},{well at least we got one innocent moment on camera} (sometimes false accusations do keep people safe))

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  7. :
    the way i write and format this it seems that i am writing for the twilight zone, note episode does have a spoof on the gremlin on the wing
    :
    science fiction, and things I suspect of being real {no one ever admits to it}
    :
    just remember that we are only lenient on copyright issues (no the people who began to show up and complain about those[sic: {understood to be the subjective in previous, in this case: Copyright felonies} think that you are in debt and only allowed to pay it at court
    :
    uhmmm because the cats do own the home, and they are better at manipulating the purely tangible and the electronics - vibrating motion controllers and playstation housing :: islands with limited extraction in case of storms
    similar to the writing produced East Router 4
    :
    yes, i would like to speak to the hostage which is why you took them hostage (both because you wanted to talk to them and because you knew i would rather talk to the hostage, and if i didnt take you seriously i wouldnt be making an attempt to speak .gerundive

    :i am glad we misunderstand each other, that is the first step to agreement and eventually acceptance

    :
    probably because i know that no matter you are going to do so anyways, so i am going to make both our locations public and see who actually has to clean up our fleshy remnants that is now a pile of "dirt,poop"

    ... sorry man when you were a kid like a baby we used to tell you stories about stuff that didn't exist that we kind of just made up, yknow like fictional lies, so therefore i would like to point out that as an attempt we shall somehow create this...

    for me it was a giant flying mecha...
    granted i never knew i got to fly it, but iwas raiteghet that the ratchet was a controller and eragon was the interface

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  8. you may have gotten to do that, but i got shot in skull as a baby...

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  9. no like really this guy who they only suspected of being my dad shot me in the back of the head with a BB
    so we let another kid who wasnt having a good time shoot himself in the face with a real gun
    so in time it caught on, so that anyone with an advanced wound became a member of the judicial advocate... good use of surviving victims... nothing cheers me up more than a smart-mouthed tribble that keeps threatening me especially if it can cook.

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  10. just remmeber that under serious lockup with chew-toys, people start losing limbs.... with chewtoys they just lose blood and fat and muscle....

    i felt a snappy the teeth sensation earlier, so i might have to kill some fat chicas

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  11. look you tell me this drug is for head diseases i no take it, psychotropics and hallucinogens are two different classes of drugs.

    i may be in need of steroids

    oh because i kept looking at one specific spot i now have a Do Not Explain Do Not Recussitate Organ Donor card.... so let me put it to you this way, if either of these two bimbos return to my home I am going to have a murder-kill party

    (look mam, at this point you really need a different hostage or let the person that wants to be with them leave as well)

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  12. most picked up the ball and used loan fraud to start security companies
    difference is the person who the loan was issued to almost always was already a victim of accident,
    you may have not have been aware of this but it is sad to inform you that we can now invite you to our community: security, food and housing (possibly travel if we believe you are in a friendly zone and we have a known not-see path).
    we are also happy to extend a gift to your previous community, and you personally.

    your previous. (error! SWITCHEROO, cover up or pull? both always occur) = why i have not been invited to a party and when i do go people do commit double homicide which generally includes them-self.

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  13. this has happened before, and yet i still have soldiers under my command? i am now very confused.

    even worse, i was the fool stuck on clean-up call. strange how 1 person pretending to be me, and 1 person who looks/feels like me (except on the inside) and a dozen people with a body mod(which includes me) can cause so much devastation

    hsep ss le

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  14. when they came for me I spoke out, and it caused them to change. if only that were true, = =, -{ }!
    !false. hack./sign+!&*%#@

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  15. no matter what if it is the death penalty it is illegal, the only time that a pure moment is known and communicated it is because the person is dead.

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  16. dear california, so are poisons
    dear montana vermont, so are deadly exercises: i.e. speed limits and curvy mountainous roads
    dear virginia, so is false imprisonment
    dear (i can do this for every nation-state, and province, and territory)

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  17. when you mentioned homosexuality i sided against you.

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  18. (granted there is a problem when such is mentioned in court and it is not understood that the person you are siding against is a victim of such)

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  19. because the violent player was inciting them to do so,
    because the violent playmate was forcing homosexuality on the other
    because the child was impinging his presence on other families
    because the court system almost always gives the wrong verdict

    gee- thanx the city just decided to send me to prison where i can meet the man who molested me and the chick who cut pieces off of me

    there is a rule: only arrest if it occurs before you, segregate only with continuous/repeat occurrence, infiltrate consistently, allow people to be free to live and adapt their own personal markers.

    1 rule and boy it sure is a long one, including be aloof from your lover.

    I keep telling you to dig and you just lay more stuff on top of it....
    hence the reason that i believe the horror genre should only be maintained by those who have shown violent tendencies (trips through ar gear). Which brings me back to the original subject, are you a new creature or a recently damaged one? because i actually would rather watch children's shows ... be wary of rejecting such subject matter not all are as innocent as they appear (fiction that includes magic and strange creatures that is done in a realistic style, i.e. the corruption of Troll) (it was a good movie until some fat bimbo started to attack people and the investigator was given the name of a kid... hence the reason i have started to accuse and plant evidence on law enforcement family members (for every false conviction) :look we can either use your system of
    "fairness" or we can just get violent:)

    some lawns around here have been poisoned

    (how did they know? because they have people in the septic tank, tribbles darling, we don't know if those tribbles are their victims... no sadly it was the fat "girl" [dickless bastard][granted the previous dickless individuals i had met were fairly alright, some were liable to rage, some were very soft and peaceful {the ones that still play worry me the most}{i could fix this system, but it would require me to give false testimony and a false )

    {was just a thief, after a false conviction}
    i prefer animation, and you people have just screwed me over {that was in my context when she was still going by jennifer}

    i do remember that there is a reason we dont share things like food and underwear. |!(deposition)
    (confessions and account numbers, things i do not repeat ever)

    anything that looks sounds or feels like anything similar to oneself is not part of your diet no matter what, and if they are completely different beware of their digestive breeding systems and try to make sure that both sides survive within sustainable development standards

    bugs and possessions (now is where we proceed to start chemical warfare)

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  20. uhmmm i might have watched stargate and startrek live.... in person... and yeah i have caught onto the naming scheme ... sad tho ... i miss the cartoons and comic books...

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  21. the fact is that this piece of property was donated to the animal welfare center (4h club) many years ago,
    the fact is that she continously refused to do as he asked (simple things like recording a show, or picking up the mail that is strewn everywhere, or even authorizing payments for the bills - after she took control of his income)
    even worse the animal welfare and rehabilitation center was closed down, leaving this property open (so the triages descendants moved back in, after it was proven that their location was not safe){thus it reverts back to us, on the assumption that we will neither sell nor damage it: proper painting}























    there are some things that are better left alone.
    twyllax.eslandorae

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  22. data loss error, johnb's kitten vs snarf vs snuff vs thatonewhichwecantrememberthenameof

    i think they should all get an equal vote.
    i really believe that insects and small mammals teemed up against the lizards and now we live in fear of birds... perhaps i should handle small non-poisonous critters maybe just cats without a veterinary qualification... but then they (the community) would use me to sell them live food and i really think that there is something wrong with that...

    i might have to die again, there is a question i have that seems that no one can answer yet i still know the answer- however, dieing again might drive me further away- as in the tao te ching so it is here

    tao te ching, evil poetry (more like poetry about strength; taoism seems to have lost its soft touch but that is probably cause i accidentally hit a kid in the face and then was given a C and nearly walked in front of a large motor vehicle sometimes i wish that it had ended me, but most of the time i worry about the girls that i met and never truly got to hang with or even know like the one that i lived with for two and a half years {no chris did not convince me he was a girl {that was a clever lie told to get it so that any allies i had wouldnt stop the switcheroo} another chris might have convinced me he was some sort of cat-feline- which is cool but then again if it is a real cat then he probably is some sort of genie cause i really shouldn't still be alive or moving)

    i don't know the snuff-grey-cat (what exactly is the difference between gray and grey?) {whom i am now calling twyllax just to confuse him} spoke earlier today... he repeated the last words i heard from blanco a long o0oo0ooo warble... i really think cats can speak better than we can but not necessarily the individual CatKat simply because she probably does not know what we wish, i wish to go home. however that is definately not an option as no one knows where that is.... just a reject just a loser just a street urchin just that kid no one pays attention to just that guy just that idiot just that retard just that lamo just mew
    ....
    strange....
    i dont feel particularly just, however i do feel fair but i know that i am in serious need of long-term care in a respected facility which this does not seem to be.
    ....

    i guess the best idea would be for me to stop worrying about steph and elaine and the cats and to go away to some sort of healthmedical_facility_dexcrp.cnm

    perhaps i should pick a career which relies only on me sitting, perhaps one where i am a model? no ... conversation is a bit too personally mean...

    anyways maybe they will accept being admitted perhaps one of study? perhaps mayhaps even one where i am presented with something other than misinformation?

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  23. if there is a problem with encryption then your .cmn file is corrupted? i.e. you left an open circuit on the memory module... the open circuit is in case of emergency reroute.= memory recovery in case of processor burn, hardware keylogger installation.

    strange the more i sit here the more i learn but i doubt that the flash imaging is going to leave anything more than a trace of remembrance

    modulation (advanced networking, changing encryptiondecryption keys and processor unpack rate translation, also interface protocol between network types)

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  24. imprint memory recall,
    lives that no one else knows about,
    civilizations that may have been faked,
    random trivia,
    ideally the knowledge itself should not corrupt an individual- however, situationally the idea may be taken too far when one can only look up what is guaranteed to remember
    with luck the network should be able to become restricted through hardware jumping the wireless circuit through a hardware firewall with extensive encryption

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  25. anybody submitted through a flash imaging imprint recovery program, anyone with an idea of what we need to do in order to build automatonic pet speaker test

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  26. it really is dependent on wether you are doing a transistor or capacitor switch and whether you are using a mathematical translator

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  27. because the only way to get said products in our community was to make it ourself, if this medical admission doesnt work i am going to use the touch of death on myself with no one else around...

    an aed really needs to be around when hanging out with me, muscle contractions verse neural signals and why this heart attack i cannot fix (the other way to use the touch of death, please continue to be a happy fat panda looking for a larger panda)

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