Friday, May 20, 2011

Dreams are not an Escape

Going along a roadway, some sort of large building i presumed,

rolling into a bush and finding a manicured garden

hotel room, with steph... did they just steal my clothes. no i didnt want to be there but walking was a quick way to die....

attempt to close the door, and suddenly there is a brown man going praise the lord

why are there now four beds in the hotel room

sheriff's and police once again arresting me, those handcuffs are heavy

the presidential sweet being shown to me.

you will take the role that we give you

wanting to read the book i brought with me, and there being nothing but crap newspapers

wallwalking for fun... 

man i was already sitting in handcuffs

You jest fondled the wrong critter bucko

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  1. The black ??? {mary kate ? edwards}
    A great bear of a man, some blonde dude made king
    Some mild fighting
    Dinner with some strange problems
    A great tower, a great fall
    a meal with some kids who eat everything including the plastic
    he, he, he
    him
    A strange learning program of three aged old men
    "Sleepy hat" wizard
    On set because of kevin
    at lowes with a damaged body
    xbox download
    something about the design of this particular aircraft and some dudes who everyone respects as scientists
    impossible to leave
    aircraft baby

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  2. A long car ride, a rest stop where we get in trouble for drunk driving- no one was drunk except for the car.
    being in some sort of luggage bag
    Kev appears
    i bitch at him to get out
    he moves to the back seat
    neck gets broken
    two video tapes marked 264 and 438
    choose the one of 264 it's dj bitching about something- probably in high-context... "how about you choose the interstate that's close to you. some sort of hair care product that probably killed the others in this b-rated movie. "simply because he can't find it."

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  3. Some people in suits who keep calling, and knocking on the door of an apt. somebody who looked like a young version of my pa knocking wake up, don't move, a large quantity of money (mostly ones) "you better be awake". wake up back at "home" - creepy dream

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  4. Dream about a show with a yuan-ti slaughter, looked interesting
    Sitting around a pool, pussy licking

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  5. Flayed "human" skins
    running from "wildlings"
    lights of blue and red
    dvd case reciept
    dude's apt
    (seemed like the harry dresden files)

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  6. a visitation of the monitor merrimac museum
    ^a strange interview with a tribble yellow stripe

    a strange journey wondering where the metro entrance is
    a weird meeting at an embassy
    a intriguing balance of harmony and operatic questioning (if anything i would say the play had to be on politics), a strange little dog

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  8. ditches and stuff, a good looking girl sitting in the living room chair...

    {strange that it is these dreams which allow for me to understand, it is these dreams that show me how to know, those two blondes who didnt know how to read hit me with a car, that fat chick that sleeps on the couch caused my sister's abduction and death- for some reason she enjoys making people suffer and for that she will learn the true definition of pain and only know suffering it is through that suffering that she will begin to know that she has done wrong and find eternal misery.}

    I do miss the blonde girl, she was bright and intelligent- twilight zone

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  9. then again, somebody also hit my father once with a car, when they ate his legs at the firehouse did these savages even begin to wonder wether they should look to the stars and hope for eternal forgiveness in their own salvation

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  10. melissa and cat
    josie/ali
    walking through a grassy field
    little "children"
    screams

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  11. why i wouldn't listen: because then they would come here, because i couldn't hear, because neither of us have vocal cords

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  12. sitting in school.
    insectoids, something else.

    there was was something before school

    sitting in a jail like atmosphere wondering why i was there

    getting dragged, while chainted to motor vehicle

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  13. watching a vhs tape...
    steph was sitting near me

    "cat" and some guy appeared (guy kinda looked like that guy on warehouse 13 that was dating the young chick)...

    how did you just magically appear?
    you really are going to eat me aren't ya?
    the assume the position thing...

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  14. A glimpse at reality,
    when did i move out? June 2004 {throwing away a dish of broccoli and "steak" (i wouldn't feed this to my dog)} {i do miss the cinnamon bun dish}

    A guy going around slicing people
    kids ate them
    Flipping out because he coudn't find the door
    can i leave now?
    backs away real slow
    opens a door, watching the guy because he was just going to run up on him

    i shout occasionally because i like pretending that i'm a space marine

    broken sliced nose of a killer

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  15. A walk to campaign headquarters
    a lot of ca$h- trail of money, something about euro's
    something about wether i broke a lamp
    a kid trying to blind itself
    a minimall and a couple of naked chicks
    something about cookie dough

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  16. some sort of party, a car ride some sort of super ninja action where he grabbed onto the frame support for the wheels
    apricot heath bar
    9999$ pie
    seven eleven and the difference between 30.95 and 45.79
    scoutmaster uniform and troop 666

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  17. the above may or may not have started/begun (difference between the beginning and the recognized beginning) with hotel hard rock cafe
    the thing is that Trevor was found in nippon... apparently if either of us are found we are not to be broughten back...

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  19. uhhh yeah its beer fest
    cam - abandoned in amsterdam
    octoberfest
    edj - abandoned in france
    tm - abandoned at tokyo disney
    beer is in my room
    dont tell stories with our names in it.
    j - abandoned in soviet russia
    hm - abandoned in amer's homeland
    unknown - abandoned in unknown (chess or shilo)

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  20. some of these are now missing,

    i don't know how long i have been awake

    everything seemed to be going fine, but then there was a ride in a blue jeep and my identity was thrown out the window- afterwards it pulled over and several people were helping me look for it
    about an hour later jordan forbes walks up and is all like yknow these are fake
    then it all comes down to the jeeps perspective of a long climb of roadway and then the sudden stop of it all (at this point i know the text was modified)
    then there was some comment about yardwork and a lesli/jim trying to fight me

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  21. this one time, i was reading a book i went to the store there were several hot chicks- at least i think they were chicks - then there was something about a sniper rifle and some old people in an auditorium

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  22. some sort of digimon reference
    waking up in a larger room
    some sort of introduction
    phone call
    witch/maid dress
    civil war lt.
    switch places
    terradactyl automaton
    pink mickey mouse backpack
    argument about gifted school and money
    end in some sort of lodge with gold
    a shadow guy running out of a storage room

    (kingdom hearts the matte cartoon?)

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  23. phillip:

    bog like hole in the ground, seeing the feel of pain
    sea serpent eats a dude
    food (seed) gets stolen from a monk

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  24. nice blonde woman without arms or legs, looks they are drowning or dipping in plastic (man i miss her)
    mini-fight
    found the kid doing the vocals...

    a bunch of dudes... one i recognized from a jail field trip- which means that... either i have a problem doing plumbing or ...

    for once a nice conversation
    bathroom three chicks, none with the correct tattoos : if i am correct that defines that the original did not have a tattoo

    pretty sure they are drowning people under the house


    (from a situational copyright felon, but only what i believe from the connections i can put together from tangential information, for some reason i am also going put in a coded apology to that one guy i think he was blonde with a fair amount of muscles)

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  25. strange there was also an older brown man there^

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  26. walmart
    kelso, with a gun chainsaw combo
    two of them began to work
    (the bag of charcoal)

    that 70's show

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  27. Donna and Ja,
    Massive spiderweb collection
    Unseen and clear objects,
    roughly circular, almost as if they were bass brass knuckles cj shape

    military style area, with hay
    (invisible cows about to eat us)
    shadowrun turning into macross book being read to us in a religious manner

    then again it was J.rR. who interpreted the lord of the rings as a religious manual
    same with me and the HolyBible
    me=(TMJ, peeing on the floor)

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  28. i believe the shadowrun command was issued because such unseen but not clear i.e. light non-reactive objects still being sensed by laser imaging and feel^

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  29. shit flooding the house, "elaine" and i being forced to eat it
    then puking it into the toilet

    a strange idea to catch a thief

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  30. a woman reminiscent of alex
    a small apartment
    the stand being placed upon the television

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  31. to give birth, from les to steph.
    small person throwing objects
    cricket with a grappling hook
    to the back of my head
    the green face of deville
    hedgeclippers

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  32. dude (dark blonde rather muscular) strapped down to a stretcher being put in a small blue room
    club with a bomb
    nice(aerodynamic) cars (preference for the one that was light blue)
    drive around a corner, guy in shiny armor fireball

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  33. something about steph with the navy,
    tripping shrooms with jah in a hotel room
    flying an alien space craft (it was a g-rated cartoon, invasions and all)
    {there was a space-time fold to trip again)
    (orange caps white powder)
    somehow i ended up with a young blonde screaming at me, a tall blonde guy that seemed to be a raving lunatic emerging from a small cupboard(cabinet {spelling changed}) type thing
    a small argument, blonde girl escapes by boat with a small brunette girl a window that opened to a very long fall (could see clouds) a much taller version of the blonde girl with a brunette red dye job entering through a window after a bunch of people come over
    puzzle-matic super-power
    [something else happened>
    garrette showing me a puzzle something about the flag being upside down (picture was of the white house... "this used to be a 3-dimensional model")
    imperialistic style housing, a clean roade overhear "thats for horses" continue walking {seems as if my hands are tied} a seemingly very nice asian looking fellow spoke some sort of syllabic language responded in gibberish, entry into home {some sort of video game system, walk around the wall: sit on knees with feet folded (my socks are quite thick) something about the ps16 television from the 90's greenish screen boxy playstation-console.
    wake up on the couch with something around my neck- appears brown.
    wake-up to type this....

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  34. strange house with multiple kitchens, several people severely injured.
    old wounds.
    man watching dogs

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  35. someone who almost looked like that former roommate standing in a cat litter sand box

    House cleaning setting up
    :scary audience killing, single herd style seating, vaguely wooden stage, (live action metalocalypse) : scary audience murderers

    attempting to mate two fox kits, and several other animals

    hugging what seemed to be a nice woman (till she bit me) [thin, beigish afghan overshirt, brownhair, pale peach-white, relatively tall]

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  36. uhhh somebody who looks like my father, somebody who looks like mike, somebody who looks like a fat tribble, some people that seemed vaguely familar to those i met in casa blanca cafe: and a recording of the voice of sarah from vcu-gracest

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  37. {error there were more than 40 comments)
    \\]quite a few comments are missing, i wonder if they are archived in my e-mail? open sourcing frontpage

    had a dream that i was wearing the clothes i was abducted in, way too tight black jeans, way to tight grayish blue shirt
    everyone gets ready to go (les and steph) i go up stairs to find a larger male ("trevor we need to leave"), and the shirt that i haven't been able to seem to find blue-black dragon embroidered print (hung inside out)

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  38. brown individuals, place that reminds me of a christmas decorations at sears
    stone washed soft jeans in dark blue
    something about paradise kings
    go down to street level some thing about motor vehicles a shoe and a bookbag

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  39. weird dream about clayleagh and some guy that had a disturbing mental pattern, plan to take over the tv studio, and what appeared to be a dingy house although rather large for a hovel

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  40. Mezo-American Empire:

    forgery in progress
    dropping gold dubloons
    white river of the amozonian type
    elaine's scratchy voice as if she had a cold

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  41. blonde chick and a couple of others sitting around a table.

    brown dog attacks a graey cat, graey cat is injured

    try to seek medical care for the animal

    conan [o'brian o'brien] in an ambulance

    drive the ambulance, 943 near a gas station

    (no near a qwik-e-mart, bodegha)

    animal may or may not have been denied help

    long walk down a graey-stone road in the rain

    {almost sounds like what happened with me and harmony}

    why does this keep happenin/recurring?

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  42. boat with a triangular sail, more of a raft actually
    last of the mohicans
    some sort of intent to kill
    mall type setting
    weapon and herb shop
    dark circular room with a suede couch (almost felt like home)
    video game involving pilot (had a metal case)
    .....some stuff that comes out as gibberish...

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  43. [sic there used to be more comments]

    vehicle modification contest- motorbikes and giant mecha
    motorbike within an automobile (red)
    interstate moped nearly hit by a white truck
    driving that moped at top-speed is not very fast, nearly burnt the engine out

    wake up to a cell block, rather pudgy man lets me out grab/drag my armor

    actually wake up (hear the voice of [twek lauren astariel] which do i hate more people who drive or people who lie... i do not have time for your petty games adam.twek(eve) especially as those overload controls were issued to you in case the drivers heart gives out not because some jerk can play with people's lives, that includes don)

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  44. ham and cheese samwich and some sort of chicken dinner with peanut butter, a good movie about little people that i kept trying to watch but something kept coming up that broke my attention i think it had to do with a concept in physics that evolved from innerspace

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  45. McDonald's TakeOver:
    16 4 man Trojan rabbits;

    Jacking vehicles cause:
    roughly 88 hostages,
    a bite out of every order,
    (it is) not that easy to feel out the answers on an exam, unicorn nose narwhale:

    (almost totally synthed: achille's heel to every operation, noted)

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  46. "that has got to be the dumbest i ever heard"
    "it's a good one isn't it"

    woke up with the feel of handcuffs around ankles nad wrists, connected together
    kicked in the head with struggle,
    felt like someone sliced off a chunk of my ear- about 60%

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  47. I had a weird dream that i was in prison because i had a really nice ball point pen on some sort of inspection trip.

    Then i was carried by barry into 7/11 where i started working as a cashier- until my smokes went missing: then i took the starburst fruit chews- i had a sip of somebody's soda yes.

    some black dude claimed that he saved my job by taking them- he really didn't get the fact that i didn't work there: and the whole point of the place being empty was to see if anyone would just take stuff, start pretending they were at work, or ring themselves up...

    but i am glad that we could convince that one guy that we was elves... and an orc... mmmmm christmas gummies...

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  48. moving space is not time travel. they had crew fused to the bulkheads so of course it was scuttled contact.philedelphia

    a vortex, a desert, a ship and saving cats (sheild rubber mats blanket.
    a draconic likeness,
    an obstacle course.

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  49. {...} a castle built on soda lime and loam, a blonde man bound, getting beaten by other kids with rocks and dirtballs, a kingly suit of furs, a shopping center with an orange soda without the creme.

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  50. I don't know what is that you eat, so just in case i started emoting fear.

    is it a zombie is it a gebbeth? mike's "halloween" "costume".

    started giving him a neck massage strange tension from standing up straight:

    now is it fucked up that i painted over it, or is it just fucked up that i masturbated like a whore for a living... somehow i did just give a massage to a "dead" person- it smelled like charred flesh, that was in the process of flaking off. didn't have that sickly sweet smell of being freshly dead or that vague odor of rot, but it did seem like i shouldn't be trusting it- however, for some reason i know that is not the case.

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  51. The compressed ash of 30 million jews, as it is different from loam and how sad that such a salt has gone into the oceanic tides through the peat.

    A difference of opinion about destroyers, aircraft, and frigates.

    Tupal- tuvok was there.

    Attempting to merely write something down was far from easy.

    A strange classroom of sorts- a mocking of machina that voice: you have mail.

    VVVVVVVVVVVV
    VVVVVVVVXVVS
    strange that such horrid things remain fresh in memory- the precise and specific dangers of remaining in form- tis not a war of species or ideals that bothers us now but war for the sheer sake of war: twas that which was not- the lack of pants caused this tragic leap backwards as i wonder wether there was snow on the ground or twas a trip of destiny. alas that was but facebook.
    as i wake and wonder about a jacket which we use to hold the CDs, twas a precious windbreaker- that gebbeth was a ghast of the winds?
    a fortune was read as taroch we played twas the same foolish death that led to this glom of a witch: for a mouse to keep like a cat in a cage- yet the wonder, am i a transvestite or just under-aged.

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  52. Genetic implausibilities: it felt like i was in fucking indiana jones.

    some stuff about india and "iraq" (fleeing through pakistan)

    camp came under attack, grabbed the girl, landed near some fields, and flew back towards the camp: could not find the throttle, pulling up was a bit difficult.

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  53. In a box, metal gear solid gun turret style.

    were you avoiding getting paid/laid

    are you taking magnetism seriously?

    it isa spelling communicade which prevents a positive from spinning a negative: i understand that, i apologize for taking time away from your other patients (the positive spin for this makes it sound like an organ donor)

    educating the undead in quarantine =

    infection of truth was the reason for the collapse behind the nazi regime.

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  54. tiger's mum and a dormitory
    (scouts) concentration camp

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  55. a giant snail-slug from the previous day

    a guy who looks.appears older than he is: "does your stomach feel better?"

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  56. had a dream about a longhouse
    wes and a notebook, question answer solver what we know
    l3

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  57. Re-enactment: flags, is it upside down?

    sinking ships
    craggy shore
    mike connoly- under the hill?
    very loud and very bright sparkling fireworks wik parade.

    talking whale commercial, how was tiger caught- and what in? well uhmmm that is for the baby to know and tiger to have it held over him until he has no shame, but is still a nice guy.

    car stalagtite- hammer double switch :
    (uhmmm for what we were doing it's hammer time was very important) sand leakage and weight dispersal-

    (so are you telling me the only way to get to this place was to use a jet? yeah something like that)

    blonde chick in medic posture, dark-brunnete tan male in cuffed kneeling position.strong_back (man that is offensive- here's why were the police-state to be enacted then the revolutionary-counter-state.movement would have two leaders the freed victims and the fighters: as such the freed victims would probably less likely to rape.murder_you_in_your_sleep and probably be better people)
    "please release him, {how come they didn't understand i wanted them to let him go?}"
    'Ok but only if you give me a turn with (innocent.abstinent)'
    sand was leaking out of the car at a rate (decent velocity downward toward the driver from trunk) that determined that the stalagtite would have fallen from about 12-15 ft and at a decent velocity

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  58. Basketball court,
    barak obama
    be the bicycle tire
    bitching until the conversation was no longer over a cellular telephone.

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  59. Waking up to talking to some one, richard abbott i believe: i'll give you what i have, the french fry that was stuck in my beard.
    spiderwebbed/beard mouth.

    went into the kitchen light switch operated strip lights.

    wake up to someone who looked like a jeff with his eyes closed walking around (house seemed empty)

    wake up with what seemed like male sexual fluids leaking out of my mouth- seemed like drool.

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  60. Driving real fast down the interstate

    road barrier

    carol?

    why am i naked, and was i just blindfolded or were my eyes closed?

    erie...

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  61. it was chill for a second,
    talking to people,
    then all of a sudden,
    spar
    light tab on my shirt,
    eating at a restaurant,
    dragonquest IV - no until then i had never seen the VR control system. except in a magazine

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  62. Ten year prison sentence
    got out got my clothes and property
    realized it was quite a long walk to the wedding
    sat back in the jean uniforms
    sat there_chillin
    dark man.method man
    look outside myself at myself
    pretty far walk for a wedding, mr. medic
    hoods up
    tent
    mumbai over the fence
    clean individual(misnomer)
    several tools (typewriter gun)
    information.exception_override
    a pretty bad impacted cyst
    thanks for the loan of your teeth

    //there is no words that describe that choice :"from reality" does not appear upon this webspace

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  63. king sized bed
    ....
    girls singing
    ....
    sexy stuff stolen from spencer's
    attack of the vacuum cleaner
    my birthday is the _th of next week

    (privacy protection act)

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  64. richmond
    hotel directions
    ipod notepad: dckgrl written backwards
    club party
    shoots and ladders
    falling beer glass
    walk about
    "go ahead and get out of here"
    mental patient running on a different block
    lawns with a path
    backyard cutthrough
    brick pathway
    torrential downpour
    music was playing i am not sure what.

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  65. reasons make me crazy

    wall
    running
    sand bag
    douschebag
    stan belleback
    thrown off
    catch
    who was on my back?
    giant kangaroo
    (there was something else but i forgot in my desire to sleep)

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  66. long hassle
    lost?
    wallet in the garbage
    (attempted theft).sheist,shady;
    hat which seemed to be festive
    mexican stomp

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  67. alice in wonderland?
    canteloupe butterfly
    red spiders
    mcdonalds
    legless manager
    mona lisa
    "how the hell do i owe 53.86$"

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  68. Gilly glubber (scally wag.land lubber)
    tied up in question.formative
    DJ, Devon
    unmentioned critter null sum
    other tattoos
    Never loved heart tattoo: leg or arm still not sure kneecap missing probability

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  69. Story.dream about dragons
    it was rather nice, pleasant- happy and good
    Andre.adrian inscription.

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  70. Nazi air drop pro.con

    Funeral services, TCC back by sundown

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  71. stargate crew
    lit or not
    "y'all need to hurry up and finish eating"
    you mean the fat kid who kept me from attending school? you mean the fat kid who disrupted any class i walked into? like it or not i was not on my induction trip for the simple fact that i had a torn acl- like it or not that is my decision.
    strange, that no one their was willing to take the others advice.

    i wouldn't respect a squat that included him.
    however, i disrespect quite a lot that doesn't deserve such disrespect- disappointment in anything is disrespect. i advise, since no one listens to me anyways, that he be put in a position of advisory assistance.

    bugs island, slightly ripped (stomach)

    chased into the bathroom
    pissed myself
    may have shat

    they took my lungs.canister
    gave direction to security, i think security was on their side
    were they actually zombies?

    p.s. boy scouts are not paramilitary or a neo-nazi organization all though they have infiltration on both sides.

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  72. larger girl + "jenna"
    death smell
    cat's tripping a cage
    'YOU!!!' accusatory affirmative
    sex-changed chason
    sully, white and black cat, cage-trip
    fork threat

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  73. MI insertion

    Dinosaurs

    Allosaur ride
    Allosaur fall
    Allosaur eating other dino's

    running from dinosaurs

    Allosaur with a human hand in its mouth

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  74. battle, search, scout

    barbq sauce

    slam!!!

    get in the car! get in the car!!

    how come dogs dont wear no clothes?

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  75. speaking in a smoker's lounge
    blunt
    waking up next to a "local tough"
    half-smoked blunt
    nippy weed

    "offered twice as much", ogre'd
    calm voice that kind of sounds like a dispassionate frank

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  76. {note: some dreams don't make it up to my webspace}

    pizza delivery
    sorry little osprey, they going to use you- just like they used me.

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  77. Live sex show,

    girl cutting her out,



    at least it was a circular box...
    i really hate "graphic horor"

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  78. decent apt.
    nice apt.
    cystic tick infection
    blonde woman
    rather nice couch
    "so exactly how did you go from living in new york to living in DC?"
    tall building
    (is she really made of poop?)

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